Crossroads of my life…

Recently, my life has been real tumultuous… I have been

faced with two or more choices and forced to take a

decision … There is this fear which exists al the time about

whether I am making the right decision … As always, I

think,  I analyze, I discuss, I argue (with myself), I justify, I

rethink before I reach a final decision … Currently, I am

faced with many options … as I told a bunch of ppl .. I am

right now at the crossroads of my life/career .. I do not

know what I would be doing 3 months from now .. But I knw

I would be doing something …I have a lot of open options ..

I want to go down all the roads and check them out … One

day I think one path is right , the next day the same path

looks less attractive … I have been confused like this for a

while … With my internship too, I was confused … I kept

asking myself y did I want to this unpaid intern ? esp an

intern job in which I already had a experience from my full-

time job .. But something in the internship attracted me

and I couldn’t place my finger on that … In the end, I

decided to do it going by my gut feeling and now I am happy

tat I made that decision…With all this confusion, I recently

got very excited coz a new door of possibility opened …At

first thot, it was like ‘oh no, not another road to my set of

crossroads’ but slowly as i explored this possibility,  I got

more excited …It was kinda perfect path for me as

it satisfied a bunch of my requirements .. But once the

excitement began to wear off, I saw how much prep I need

to make before I actually set foot on the path which even

takes me to that road … this road would then take me to

the right door …a new determination has risen inside me …

to make sure i reach the door … and Hopefully, with all the

choices I am forced to make, May this be the best one out

there !